hey guys, i just got out from chemoland which i spent three days on a fast chemo meds drip. i was very anxious. things that followed was super unexpected. the first drip of cisplatin (if i am accurate... as to what i heard the nurse say) knocked me down hard... i felt swollen all over...but i guess i am still pretty much okay handling it the fact that i can still type here.... :)
anyways... with all honesty, being sick is hard... there is so much to endure... but after all the down lows there is hope... and besides it will never really weight you down because you learn that whatever things you come across in life... there are wonderful people who stands by you, grab your arm and never let go... i found courage in the support of my family and friends across the world who drops by, say hi and spends a laugh or two just to remind you that there is more to life than what it is now.
well... i wanted to write more but apparently i need to sleep...
... what comes in mind after a day @ the hospital.
Have a great day guys... and remember " hope is a waking dream." xoxo